Mein neues Leben

i was awake at 5am today, i cant sleep anymore. to avoid A from waking up, went to the living room and turned on my pc. Surfed the net and blog a bit. i dont know, i have so much in my brain, its so loud that i cant sleep. lately weve been very busy abt the “move out”, am i worried?perhaps, im always worried abt things. i miss my parents, i miss my younger brother….i really miss them, i dont want to call them. their voices will make it more painful, i cant look at their pictures…i just cant. i am homesick =( any cure???

As i wanted to give A a big surprise, i decided to have a tabletop grill dinner last night. It s been 3mos since we had Raclette, it was new year celebration with sil and A’s bestfriend, of course my cravings again. So i had a short visit to the supermarket and bought several missing ingredients.

Meat: Bacon, Pork and Chicken Sausage, Chicken and Turkey breast fillets, Salami
Vegetables: Paprika, Carotts, Mushrooms
Salad and Side dish: Cucumber salad and Chicken Macaroni Salad, Garlic Bread
Cheese: Gouda and Mozarella cheese

 When A arrived, and not to spoil the suprise i had to cover his eyes =P. He liked it and i was glad, but after dinner we were both complaining. We were really full felt really heavy, cheese is really heavy. But no regrets we both enjoyed the dinner. Im so happy that A gave me this Raclette as my bday gift, i really like it….

Last saturday we went to supermarket to buy food and non food stocks. A cooked rumsteak in redwine sauce for dinner, after watching “Fastfood Duel” the other night we both had cravings for steak, hmmm it was yummmy. Abt 10pm A and i were lying in bed listening to music, both werent feel sleepy maybe because of the steak was too heavy. A decided to go to a Weinlokal, a place where you can have wine and cheese with a little bit of museum. So the two of us in our jackets drove to Langen about 15mins drive from here. Unfortunately it was closed for renovation. A was dissappointed, at the same he got curious how it would like after the renovation. He said that the place was pretty much in tip top place with lots of memorabillas and he likes it a lot. With our dissappointed faces we drove back again, but A got an idea to go to an Irish pub in Darmstadt to have a round of cocktails. Since i arrived here in DE ive never been into clubs or pubs. We went several times to Aussie bar for food trips and cocktails its more of like a grill restaurant but not really a club. A said they have sometimes liveband so i got curious. At the entrance, i already heard a woman singing “Oughta know” by alannis so i thought “wow they have female band. When we were inside the place, we were both shocked to see no band. That night was Kareoke night, it was a woman from audience who has the guts to sing in front of all customers…its was funny and it was followed by a lot diffent people singing on stage. We ordered nachos, A had Kilkenny and i had Dragon heart, alcohol free cocktail. It was nice, an english speaking bar. After finishing our drinks we drove back home. On our way A saw a fleemarket in darmstadt it was 12midnight already. He got excited, he said its one of the nicest fleemarket and you can find a lot good stuff unlike some fleemarket where you can see mostly new and cheap quality items and junks. They have a lot of antiques and old things. Unfortunately i forgot my glassess so it was hard for me to look for things. But this vase didnt escape my blurred eyes hehhee, we got if for 1euro. It was a great saturday night…i love it!!!!